Change
Sometimes it comes and goes
and sometimes its constant
Sometimes is easy and sometimes its just just as painful as a scraped knee
Sometimes we react with smiles and happiness, while other times its a painful mess.
In the midst of all that, seeds are planted in us by a God who loves us.
seeds that if nurtured well, will bare fruit that is full of beauty
If you open your eyes to see, in Gods time all those changes will reflect in you a light to add to the piece of your story that he is writing and give him glory!
All the pieces
I have many pieces
Many of them I try to hide
and cover up the hurt with invisible bandaids
This month God has told me to break the bottle and stop hiding my hurt
Slowly, I am breaking the bottle, removing the bandaids and giving the pieces that I am trying to hold on to-to him
All the pieces
Pieces of my past
Pieces of my personality
Pieces of lies I have been believing
Pieces of things that hurt, that are painful, broken and do not shine light within me or to others.
Little by little I am letting go, giving the pieces to God and discovering my true identity!
All the pieces
Believing and Imagining
Sometimes its hard to believe
Sometimes I can only imagine
Sometimes its hard to believe I am here on this thing called the world race!
Sometimes I can only imagine that these 33 people that are now my family were once just mere pictures on the screens of my devices a few months ago!
Sometimes its hard to believe that what I once was worrying about is now a testimony of faith and Gods goodness!
Sometimes I can only imagine where I might be if I wasn’t where I am now.
Sometimes its hard to believe that I am living out something that God has called me to!
Sometimes its hard to believe
Sometimes I can only imagine
But do I believe it? I sure do!
Do I still imagine? For sure!
Reconciliation
Brokenness of a relationship
Silence that is often times way too loud
There is no exchange of words but I still hear the sound of the conversation that was once being spoke
Reconciliation
I miss the exchange of back and forth
But I don’t miss the one way street that my feet sometimes traveled on.
It doesn’t always stick, its sometimes like a wound that keeps getting picked
Reconciliation
Its sometimes a joyful noise, like a cheerful hurray after a puzzle is completed-hurray!
Reconciliation
Lately its been a mixed bag for me
A mixture of emotions that I try not to let anyone see.
Learning who God is in my life in this season, entrusting my broken heart to him.
Reconciliation
Giving
Its a beautiful thing
Thinking of someone you love
Asking yourself what they would like
What would make their day?
Its a heartfelt gesture
to think of someone else instead of yourself
It gives me joy to think of others
I love to give gifts to those whom I love
Seeing their reaction
That they were thought of
That they were cared about
Oh my heart!
Its a beautiful thin
Giving
Just beautiful Cimone. I can hear you growing. I love you and miss you so much!
Thank you mom!
I love and miss you so much!